Today I watched a old tv series huan zhu ge ge. One of the scene touched my heart and tht's what made me go back to my memories. Thus, I browsed through my photo albums in my computer, going through all of them with tears flooding my room. After getting off the busy path of the year, now i m starting to get more relaxed facing the last part of my course. The more relax i m, the more i miss my family getting through those memories. Almost every class mates and frens here are going off home for summer holiday but coz i m coming back in christmas, i have to wait for another 3 months. Though it has been 7 months i am living alone here, i never get away from homesick. I miss home whenever i m free. I miss the days we went for holiday together...For now, i am afraid i havent got such a chance anymore in the coming few years. What is more valuable than memories having holiday with families. No matter how many trips travelling with frens, nothing beats 1 trip with my family.
Everybody might think that I am that kind of person who always hope to get freedom, always wanna leave home and stay alone. Before coming, I thought that I am that kind of person too. But now i realize it's the total opposite. I need my parents' hug, i wanna touch them everyday, i dun only wanna skype with them, i wan the real mum and dad right in front of me.
Everytime when i think of them, miss them, i will take out some maths, homework to do. or even practise my ballet. These things have always been my cure from missing my family. All these things are like my pain killer, minimising my pain when i miss daddy and mummy really much.
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